Only Yours, Always


My Loving Love,
I received your letter, and just like you, I’ve been eagerly imagining the day we finally meet. Over the past two days, this longing has only deepened. I keep thinking—how will we meet? Where will we go? What will we do that day? How can we hug each other without being seen/judged by others? It’s a challenge, I know, but one we’ll figure out together.

You told me you like Franz Kafka’s words, so you must have read one of his most heartfelt lines. I want to dedicate it to you:

"Milena, if a million people loved you, I am one of them. If one person loved you, it was me. If no one loved you, then know that I am dead."

That’s how serious I am. That’s how much I love you.

I saw your video; the one where you sent me a kiss with the cutest smile and the happiest face. The way you closed your eyes, widened your cheeks a little, and flashed your teeth with that lips’ sound, it was the most adorable smiling kiss I’ve ever seen. I loved your neck in that moment too. I just wish the video had lasted longer than three seconds. It felt unfair. After waiting so eagerly to see you, it ended too soon.

Through these letters, I don't just want to say I love you. I want to show you how my mind and heart work when it comes to you. How every conversation, every message, every little plan about our future is made with such deliberate care, such loving thoughtfulness. I don’t love you casually—I love you deliberately, consciously, profoundly.

I believe in creating a love that feels real, honest, raw—something that breathes between us, something no one else can replicate. Our connection is too rare, too sacred, to be anything ordinary.

You, my love, are a girl of rare character. Someone who carries loyalty, kindness, longing, and integrity inside her heart. You carry beauty not just in your face but in your soul. You carry power, not through loudness, but through your quiet strength, your soft wisdom, your endless capacity for love. You are astonishing, and I am grateful every day that you are mine.

Until the day we can finally hold each other under the same sky, until the day we can laugh, dream, and simply be together—take care of yourself, my precious one.

Remember, my love for you is unwavering. Unshakable. Eternal.
And there should be not even a speck of doubt about it.

Only Yours, Always, Forever.


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